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November 13th, 2016


08:16 am - Fuck you California, Fuck you America
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Current Location: hell
Current Mood: enragedenraged

 

September 28th, 2013


08:40 am - A new list,
-dentist
-doctor
-fix husband's car
-fix my bumper
-oil change
-better rental house
-seat belt harness for Luna
-eye exam and new glasses
-3 chinchillers
-2 new carriers

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July 4th, 2013


09:58 am - Posting this here to avoid a firestorm if I were to post on facebook
I used to be extremely patriotic. One of those "This is America, love it or leave, learn to speak Enlgish or get out" type of  patriots who was outraged at any criticism of this "beautiful country." I'm feeling a quite different form of outrage now. This is not my home. I feel no shred of love, respect or pride in a country that is wholely curropt and that would brutalize and abuse not only its citizens but innocent animals as well. The only feelings I have now are shame and sadness. This is not my home.

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July 2nd, 2013


10:18 am

We currently live in an 800 sq ft house with no central a/c, no central heating and the septic tank we share with the neighbor backs up into our shower when it is full. It consists of one bedroom, a tiny kitchen, a tiny bathroom and a porch. That's it. My husband gets paid 2x a month and one of those times is on the 1st of the month. Rent is due the 4th and it takes up half his paycheck every 1st of the month. My husband owns a home that is 7 bedrooms with several acres. But.... it is in another country. It is far away from my hometown, family, friends, culture and language. He wants to move back. What would you do?


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February 22nd, 2013


08:15 am - Spoken word... unfinished
You're the same kids who called names and spread lies and stuck gum in their hair. Only your grown ups now, you should be past this. There should be more answers to the tough questions as an adult, there should be more than "Life's not fair."  I saw beauty in what you did, because I wanted to see it. It's all you'd ever let me see. Hiding behind your masks, do you even know who you are? You're like a rootless tree. I think you know, one wind and you go over. So you seek and destroy those who would disagree with your created reality. You're grasping at the wind. It's all futile this life you've created on the backs of others. Do you even know what you hope to find?

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February 20th, 2013


11:44 am
I need:
-to go to the dentist to fix my cracked filling
- food and supplies for my husband's birthday party
- money for fees so my husband can get his citizenship
-to fix my husband's car
-to fix the bumper on my car
- a rental house that actually has heat/air
-microchip for my dog
-seat belt harness for Pepper

-Seat belt harness for Luna
-sear belt harness for Wookiee
-my husband to get a check up at the doctor
-2 more fans
- a new water bottle for the guinea pigs

-1 box flea meds, Wookiee
-1 box flea meds, Pepper
- 1 box flea meds, Luna
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eye exam and new glasses for me
-eye exam for my husband, 3 chinchillers, 4 cuddle cups, 1 or 2 cozy houses for parakeets.
-haircut -new front tire for my car,
... but I don't have any money in my account. I'm probably going to overdraw to buy things for my husband's birthday. I hate my life. :(
Update: I'm just going to use this as reference list and check things off when I have a little bit of money to buy them.

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February 12th, 2013


06:06 pm
Thought you'd change the weather

Start a little storm

Make a little rain

But I'm gonna do one better hide the sun until you pray

I'm a tornado, looking for a soul to take



You're gonna see me coming by the selfish things you did

I'm gonna leave you guessin' how this funnel is gonna hit

I'm a tornado, looking for a man to break



I'm gonna lift this house, spin it all around

Toss it in the air and put it in the ground

Make sure you're never found
- Little big town

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December 24th, 2012


11:19 am
Totally lame, but giftcards. I'm really broke, so I asked for giftcards to target, grocery stores and my favourite resteraunts. Or even shampoo and stuff I really need.

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December 13th, 2011


02:36 pm - Writer's Block: B.Y.O.B. Holidays
What is on your holiday wish list this year? One random answer will win a $50 Amazon gift card. [Details here]

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November 21st, 2011


07:25 pm
On a happier-ish note than my last post: It's been a year since I stopped cutting! Yay!

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